"A profound meditation on memory’s ability to conjure the ineffable. Chengru He guides us through the ghost-layers of history—a history constellated by brutality and longing—and does so with extraordinary tenderness."— Selah Saterstrom, author of Ideal Suggestions and Slab
 
"These poems, fragments, and prose narratives offer profound and insightful meditations on the nature of home, the illuminations (and the frustrating limits) of writing, the vagaries of memory, and always the inexorable passage of time. Both a critical documentary history and a gorgeous lyrical reflection, this engaging work is not to be missed, or soon forgotten." — Joel Brouwer, author of Off Message
 
Chengru He’s I Would Vanish Into Its Stronger Existence uncovers in verse, prose, images, and found documents the story of her mother’s experience as a zhiqing, or “sent down youth” during Mao’s Cultural Revolution in China. This story, and the journey mother and daughter take to revisit the rubber plantation in Yunnan where she was sent, provides a shifting backdrop to the author’s own journey as a Chinese student in America, writing in English. How are we shaped by exile, and displacement, how does language and landscape confine us, or free us? These are the questions posed by Chengru He in a unique idiom of her own invention. A true hybrid of language and sensibility, moving from Shanghai to Tuscaloosa, through generations and memory, this collection marks the debut of an original international voice.
 
Bio
Chengru He / Chengru He / 何琤茹 is a poet and translator from Shanghai. She is the author of a book of poems M O月 N (Parlor Press/Free Verse Edition), and the Chinese translator of two books and a few chapbooks. Her writing, translation, and multi-media work appears in Ancient Exchange, Colorado Review, Fence, Gulf Coast, The Kenyon Review, among others. A former EFL teacher, she is currently based in Salt Lake City, where she is a PhD candidate in English Literature and Creative Writing at the University of Utah.